So tired...

I thought I was going to have an easy night - G was in bed asleep by 10. It's 11:33 - Cora's only just gone down for the night.  Heh - "for the night".  Right.  For the next couple hours, is more like it.

Jimi and I are so tired.  We've not slept well in weeks, and it's taking a toll.  We're grumpy and short with each other and with G when she does that annoying shit toddlers do.  Our house is a wreck because we don't have the energy to keep up during the week, and on the weekends we can only barely catch up, so there's no chance to get ahead.  It feels like a losing battle, a futile effort, but I love the way it feels to have a clean house and i want to have one again.  I'm forgetting everything - conversations are hard sometimes because I can't find the right words because my brain is just so tired.

Are we sure there's no "pause" button somewhere?  I could really use a nap.