stoopid

I felt bad most of the day Monday, with no real specific complaints - a little achy, kinda chilled, a bit of nausea.  I took a long nap at lunch, then at the end of the day came home an hour early, popped some Tylenol, and slept till 6 p.m.  I felt fine when I was waiting at the hospital for Addy Rose's arrival, but once I got home and settled down, the chills came back.  I checked my temperature for the 3rd time that day, and sure enough, I was sporting a low-grade fever.  Awesome.  Today's Thursday.  I don't think I have that fever anymore, but I can't breathe through my nose and my head sorta feels like it's in a vice grip.  And I still haven't met the newest member of my family.  *insert sadface here*

I'm also walking on eggshells at work because I'm pretty sure I botched my sales pitch to bossman and that he's trying to find a way to turn me down without causing me to lose my shit and quit my job.  Fuck

I feel like I've spent most of the week just trying to hold back a flood of tears that's sure to erupt any second.  Can I get a do-over, please?  Can we just go back to last Friday and start all over again?