Jimi went to the doctor this morning for follow-up on the blood-work that was done last week. I don't know the results yet - he said it's bad, but he's not dying, but he didn't want to rehash it right then. So now I've got this pit in my stomach that won't go away. I'm pretty sure it's diabetes, but again, I know nothing right now. Nothing.
I'm late, but not pregnant. That only pisses me off; like the universe is mocking me.
Tomorrow is bonus check day at work. Fingers crossed that it'll be at least as much as last year. If not, that's okay, too; I'll just have to try harder this year. Right now, though, anything is better than nothing. I'm broke.
This is about as deep as my thoughts go right now. Jimi's sick, I'm not pregnant, and I'm broke but money's coming tomorrow. That's all I've got.
I am sorry today is an off day! I hope ot gets better and that tomorrow is a BIG bonus and Jimi's "condition" is one that is cureable or easily managed!
ReplyDeleteI don't want to go into some long drawn out blah blah about how I know how you feel 'cause that never makes anyone feel better. So instead, I send you *hugs*.
ReplyDeleteOh, and the word verification I have right now is 'mated'. Makes me think of dirty things. ;)
I am sorry things aren't going super well at this moment. I hope that the news with Jimi isn't anything worse than diabetes. I know a lot of people with it, and that's pretty manageable. It's an adjustment, but you have to remember that it could be so much worse.
ReplyDeleteAs for the not being pregnant, I'm sorry =( I hope that it happens when the time is right. I try to look at it as everything happens for a reason. I know that doesn't really help though.
I hope today is a better day for you.